Wednesday 24 October 2012

we all grown up

Her name is Jin, friend of mine since secondary school.
Well, she is special enough.
Playful, but serious at times.

Always, she acts like a boy, but in fact, she is pretty girlish though.
She has a weird but funny nick name, where we all love to call her 'IRON LADY'(铁婆) once.
 
Glad that she put me on the phone today.
I had my birthday wishes from her, at my 20s.
It's a great surprise, seriously.

We spent an hour time on phone.
Talking about dreams, and sharing of thoughts.
That's the most enjoyed time I ever had.

For years we have not met each other, as I refused to.
I concern we will never have the same topics to talk about.

 How sad would it be if we are no longer capable to read each another like we used to.

A happy gathering can eventually end up with great disappointment instead. 
  
And, that's what I afraid the most.

I rather put you on phone once a long while just to create more topics we can discuss with.

Forgive me for being selfish, just that the way I reasoned things has made it a difference between you and me.

I was so grateful when I have God's word from you.
It's truly a miracle.
You told me not to fail my faith in God as I know I have already failed God years ago.

I promise, you will have my words.

 In the name of Jesus, my fingers shall stay crossed for you in every breathe I take.

For you deserved to be blessed and loved.
  
   



3 comments:

Anonymous said...

I nt sure what will happen when we meet. But the one thing i'm sure is i will keep on smiling from the bottom of my heart.
U're one of my friends who i want to protect so much and at the end u grew up so much.
I'm really glad that u hv grown up that much. :)

That's not a selfishness, but it's kind of thought which ppl normally wont think of it, but u did it.
It's okay u rejected me directly.
:)

Please be dependent on God.
With Him, nothing is impossible.
Stop challenging Him.
I know even i said so, u may not do so. But i still want to tell that our God is almighty GOD. and He will never fail. :)

anjunshy said...

Thanks for everything, for you are one of the angel now.

Things aren't the same like the we used to. But,childhood memories is truly sweet and filled loneliness in me.

For it's true that we all have grown up, chasing after the dreams we all have been dreaming about.

You're just in the right time to tell me God's word. Or, you are actually an angel send down by the God?

Like what you have told me, God Father will never fail us.

What I believed were terribly wrong and I should correct myself back like how I have my faith in Him like I used to when I was a child.

I shall question nothing but trust Him with a pure devoted heart.

Anonymous said...

A preacher said that we have to be naked in front of our Father, which means we cant hide ourselves when we are in front of our Abba. We have to be like a small child who will never hide his true feeling and never lie.
Be a like small child especially when we are talking to our God Father.