I should whack myself

I definitely would like to scream out as loud as I can at this moment.

The Pharmacology test today is killing me and I think everything is just gone.

My marks... ...all gone... ...

I was forcing myself to write down whatever what I have memorized.
But, when I was trying to 'Google' it, my brain shows:

did u mean Augmentin
no result found

guess what
my brain has switched off instead... ...
in offline mode  

blank
blank
blank

blank-out during exam time is never a good news, seriouly  

so imagine what would I have feel

sucks & retarded  

I'm turning stupid... ...
I doubt that is aging the reason I started to be forgetful?

Or whatever shit it is, I'm fed up

I blame myself for being so stupid.
 
I'm turning psycho now, though I know that the words I'm writing now is consider as normal, still.

I need more fresh air now.
   
Time, please stop ticking.

How I wish I can get a ticket travel back to the past.
Then I'll get whatever shit fixed.

But the truth is telling me that I'm the one who needs to be fixed.

Not the past.