we all grown up

Her name is Jin, friend of mine since secondary school.
Well, she is special enough.
Playful, but serious at times.

Always, she acts like a boy, but in fact, she is pretty girlish though.
She has a weird but funny nick name, where we all love to call her 'IRON LADY'(铁婆) once.
 
Glad that she put me on the phone today.
I had my birthday wishes from her, at my 20s.
It's a great surprise, seriously.

We spent an hour time on phone.
Talking about dreams, and sharing of thoughts.
That's the most enjoyed time I ever had.

For years we have not met each other, as I refused to.

I concern we will never have the same topics to talk about.

 How sad would it be if we are no longer capable to read each another like we used to.

A happy gathering can eventually end up with great disappointment instead. 

  

And, that's what I afraid the most.

I rather put you on phone once a long while just to create more topics we can discuss with.

Forgive me for being selfish, just that the way I reasoned things has made it a difference between you and me.

I was so grateful when I have God's word from you.

It's truly a miracle.

You told me not to fail my faith in God as I know I have already failed God years ago.

I promise, you will have my words.

 In the name of Jesus, my fingers shall stay crossed for you in every breathe I take.

For you deserved to be blessed and loved.